I am also going through heartbreak after losing my Bentley, my little man. I love you Charlie boy I’ll never forget you xxx. Love you Jai, I’m so sorry. With dogs, the bond is special, and very different. She was 16.5 years old and had been battling illness for sometime. It was the most miserable experience of my life to have to put him down. Does he know how much I wanted to go with him? We lost out 12 yr old lab Titan on 9/5/17. We just put our 11 year old fur daughter down on Monday, Dec. 17, 2018. What I was not ready for was the release of fluids out of her nose and mouth, it was not blood but clear liquid, this happened after she was pronounced dead, about 10-15 seconds but still rather sudden, and it sounded like she was choking but I was reassured that she was gone and was not in pain. This Christmas will be blue without you. Dexie, you gave me more than I ever gave you. Not what I imagined for my beautiful boys last day. I feel like I’ve lost my children I just want them back I wish I could cancel Christmas everyone wants to be happy. I feel so empty inside and would give anything to see her one more time.She saw us through so many good and bad times and was alway funny ,kind and loving. I laid with him in the yard and pet his face, taking it in because I had a bad feeling. We had stopped because of something and Daisy just kept on walking. He is 80lbs, she is 15lbs. Love you and miss you so much Sasha! If your dog dies at home you will need to make arrangements to deal with the body. I will love you forever Cocoa, Your Mom Anne. I live alone and work at home and my dog was my constant companion and the architect of my schedule. If you are on this site because your heart has been broken into pieces, and there is a large empty space in your heart then you know that this statement rings perfectly true. I think I cried every night for two weeks! Kenzie I love you and miss you so much. He was the most lovable companion I could ever want and I am devastated. I am full of guilt and “what ifs”. I cant even. I’m so sorry. We always ate supper together and I still haven’t been able to eat alone yet because it just doesn’t seem real or right. I decided not to take that chance of Sissy in more pain and confusion, and put her down right there. He was a rescue dog and suffered greatly after surviving being used as a bait dog for pit bull fighters then they left him to die. I am crying for your pain. She was a little Corgi that I had for 7 years. It has now been 7 months to today. Thirteen years and our gorgeous Weimaraner was gone. That is one of the many reasons why God created Hell. Now, it’s just me all alone with this sadness and empty house. Would it be so surprising seeing as hypo thyroid is an autoimmune issue where your immune system attacks the thyroid so it could make you anemic too by giving him autoimmune anemia?! ❤️❤️❤️ Love and hugs. I have been through so much and he was the only thing that made me happy. I appreciate and I am very thankful for your blessing! Nothing will ever be the same. She wailed the most excruciating wail I ever heard come from a child. I’d lost both my parents by this point, and losing Bonnie was akin to losing my mum, only I couldn’t really say that aloud. Thankfully, I have a great support system, including a close friend who experienced a very similar situation with her sweet Bubba. I am absolutely crippled without you. We spent years bonding and I spent years training this dog she was the best and very loyal and very sweet. ... part of me will never ever be the same. When he got sick, the end was so quick as well. I just want to say, that even if newborn pupies die, it is still heart-breaking. His brother Squeaky and I miss his sweetness. Oh Denise, I feel your loss. My heart is broken. I am retired! He and I had a special bond that nobody could break, and now he’s just gone. It rubs off us- their owners as well. The dog was sick and being a Volunteer I immediately responded and fetched her . Lucy, my beagle terrier mix, was 13. I certainly know all about the crying, I am 54 and have never cried so much in my life, I feel like a big baby. I will say Buster enjoyed every day of his life. Through all the hard times she made me smile so many times a day with her happy attitude, sweet face and the way we read each other’s moods. The woman cleaning my house let him out unattended for 15 minutes. We made the decision yesterday to put our sweet Brinx to rest. I wanted to keep her until she was old and grey. Did she have more time left and we took it from her? She was my soulmate, my protector, my light, the reason I did everything. I must say, I didn’t mind at all! Hoping you have done some healing. He succumbed to kidney failure. How are you doing Rosario?I just lost my baby of 11 years last week. I love my baby girl with all my heart. Maybe we can help each other through this difficult time. We have another two year old Newf at home, Carly, who we brought home seven months before Sam died, we love her and don’t know what we would do without her but, I just can’t seem to get over Sam, I am devestated, there is not a day that goes by that I don’t think about him and cry, I feel like a part of me is missing, the house feels empty without him, what I wouldn’t give for one more hug….it may sound selfish but I wish I could have him back. He looked to me to provide for him and I failed him. Our vet (one of 3 who we were on a first name basis with) recently concluded that he likely isn’t anatomically right, which is what is causing all the problems. It’s been 7 months and I miss him every single day. the pain is too much to bear. He was a duplicate of my personality, no one or no dog could ever compare to how special he was to me. My fur baby died last Saturday I can’t stop crying I miss him so much I had him out for a walk and his back legs went under him and he was gone. Write again if you feel the need to. Today, I smelled her blankets and had to lay down on them and cry. I like that. Dear Lindsey, He wad not even 3 years old he died of renal faliure. Maybe the picture is the problem? I think he was at the pet hotel no more than 15 days in 12 years. I am so lost and devasted. But I still had my 8 yr old Min Pin that time. We loved each other unconditionally. If they had ever been in your shoes, they would’ve understood. My best friend, my co-pilot in life and my support. Whilst waiting to see the vet water was flooding out of him. i am seeing it now for the first time. It still hurts. He was perfectly fine as always that Friday morning when I left for work. She let out four small little yelps before she went as if to say ” I love you Mommy”. Does the heartbreak get better? We just lost our Dray-(Bo-Bo) I wish I knew where she was now, is she safe, is she romping somewhere up in the heavens? There may be no problems or your dog could get pretty sick. I love you Cooper. He was the sweetest, teddy bear dog, and his name was Tuddles! My heart and soul is shattered and I can’t stop crying and having many other emotions too, like anger. She was my best friend and I can’t believe she is gone after 14 years. We adopted him from the shelter on May 8th 2013 that’s when my life have meaning he gave me so much more than I can imagine I will miss you forever you will always remain in my heart and soul I do share your grief for your pet as I am trying to deal with my grief now I hope it gets better but for now cry myself to sleep miss you so much still look for him in the house I don’t know what else to do please help. I hope the pain gets better!!!! Which led to its early demise. A friend pushed me into getting another puppy to keep us company and eventually I did. I had to put down my sweet Pumpkin yesterday. Somehow it seemed worse because he was so young. I rushed him to the clinic and they performed emergency surgery. People ALWAYS DISAPPOINT. I can’t wait till I am reunited with my sweet baby girl. We lost our Newfoundland dog Sam in June 2017, two weeks after his 13th Birthday. My heart is forever broken. A 4 year old boxer x who needed a home. I am having a small tattoo in memory of her – and I have never even been tempted to have one. My Love for them was larger than everything else. I am broken my boy but then I think rather I lost you than you lost me fo I was able to make sure you had the very best care and did not suffer. (12/02/2008) By Danialle. I have felt numb, almost drunk since it has happened. I have a second, more rambunctious dog, that a family member could not train, and she is just as lovable as they come and I love them both dearly. I sit in his room and just cry looking at his toys and bed. 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